I have been having a hard time focusing.
I don’t think I have slept in days and surviving off sessions lager as my only nourishment
is starting to make me a feel unhinged.
Reality and fantasy are becoming fuzzy and I am having a hard time finding my place in the middle. My friends and family are starting to leave concerned messages on my voicemail. It is becoming more common for me to reply to direct questions with aN idiotic song and dance. I think I am beginning to alienate myself from people and the important things in my life…for two more nights.